Saturday, June 12, 2004

What I would like to know is how painkillers can possibly be addictive. But then again, I seem to have a wonderful situation where they're one-time-only deals, or they don't work at all. Vicoden did nothing for my poor aching jaw. Now the phenazo-whatever it's called is doing nothing for me after one day of painless bliss. The tylenol I took seems to be quite effective though. I expect for that to not be the case tomorrow. So yes, I haven't been online for the past couple of days because they are what I term "the days of excruciating pain" where whatever position I was in was just too painful for me to concentrate. I haven't had a straight full hour of sleep in the past two days, and I couldn't manage to eat anything or walk without being doubled over after a couple of steps until half an hour ago. My parents, after taking me to see a doctor this morning (where I got a shot! the indignity...) went to do some shopping in NY and ended up getting home at 8 pm. By that time, the pain in my back felt like someone had stabbed me in the kidneys with a bowie knife and was wriggling it around, and my stomach felt like it had been replaced with a boulder. I spent dinner in my seat with an untouched bowl and chopsticks in front of me, huddled into a corner. Thank god for the tylenol...I feel so much better now.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I was wondering about you today, and then, "Oh, maybe she wrote about the day in her blog..." :) I today was plagued by a bad stomach ache... but am now feeling much better myself.

L.

Anonymous said...

...And as for how painkillers can possibly be addictive, find a copy of the book by Candice Pert (a biochemist/ brain scientist) called Molecules of Emotion. And if you don't have time, check-out this page: http://abdellab.sunderland.ac.uk/lectures/addiction/opiates1.html.