You are my inspiration. Yeah, so I haven't been inspired enough lately. Not enough to get me off the couch.
So for some strange reason, everything I wrote decided to disappear and I have to rewrite everything. How can one pour their heart out twice?
So, as you know from my last entry, I got some sort of award for community involvement. It used to be that getting an award made me really happy, like my head was about to explode from the size of my ego. But lately, I find that I don't like getting awards. I had to go to a board of education meeting so that the members could meet all the winners (or at least, I thought I had to go) and the other recipients seemed happy enough to stand up and get applauded. However, when I stood up and watched everyone clapping, I just wanted to get out as fast as possible. I think I was actually angry that I got the award. Hmm. And now there are the in and out-of-school award ceremonies and I got notified I got something in each of those. Great...just great.
One last note, for the person I haven't spoken to since July 3 last year, you know who you are. Stop trying to romance her. She's not interested and clearly you only think you are. You're not, trust me.