You are the filling of my twinkie. Mmmmm, twinkies. My friend had one the other day, and I now have a major craving. As you can see, I haven't updated in a long time, in fact, I haven't even been on the computer since...a long time ago. Why? I've been busy burning out my brain cells. No, I have not been drinking. I've been busting my brains over colleges. I've been trying slavishly to develop a credible architectural portfolio. Several problems - 1) I never took an art class 2) My artwork is pure crap 3) I'm severely lacking in imagination. And what's worse, the disappointed sounds that come out of my 3D design teacher when she looks over what I have doesn't particularly help. So with that crappy portfolio, I'm most likely not going to get into 4 of the colleges I'm applying to, and the others are more than a little iffy. And then there's the interview coming up on Wednesday, which I'm VERY VERY worried about. I'd be glad if I made it into one college, that's all I'm asking for. Darn it, why couldn't I just enjoy doing what I'm good at?