Scary things

I was playing "Thief: The Dark Project" just now with my sister. It's very scary, just about as scary as the first time I played it. I don't really mind getting killed or killing people in that game, but when there's zombies or big lizards, things get Really creepy. And call me crazy, but the whole time I was playing I was thinking that I missed Ben...even though it's only been a couple days since I've seen him.
God, that game scares the heck out of me. Why do I torture myself like that...?