Saturday, March 06, 2004

Well, I made it back home safely with all of my luggage intact, thank god. It was an interesting ride out of LGA listening to my dad cussing out all the drivers on the road.
So far for spring break, I've visited the high school, gone out with a couple of friends and gone to a cheerleading competition. Yes, a cheerleading competition. I didn't go for the cheers though, no, don't worry. I went for the dance teams. I realized over the school year that what I love the most isn't even violin, it's dancing. I like watching it, I like doing it. I miss it incredibly and the one meager hour I get a week just isn't enough.
I also realized that constant dissatisfaction will always plague me. There's a someone who I'm particularly angry with - well, not angry, more frustrated, for being a patronizing disagreeable person. Yes, this part of the entry sounds odd and disjointed, I know. I just can't stop thinking about this person - no, none of that lovey dovey crap that people are all spewing these days. I don't believe in any of that love at first sight junk. It's just the patronizing! No patronizing, no pity! Tell the truth, I don't care if I feel hurt.
In any case, I'm going to NY tomorrow, so I should go to bed.

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