Yet again, I'm posting when I should really be working. I really want to get everything done before midnite, especially since the last time i slept was for 4 hours which ended at 2 am. Strangely, I'm not tired, probably because I've been on the go all day. I worked in the computer lab from 2 am till 12:30 pm, missing the sunset because I was at a computer facing the wall (poo, that would've been the first I'd seen since high school ended). and then I went to eat and went right back to work at...2? Finished up at 6. Went to my room, fixed up my English paper and then went to orchestra for an hour. Then with my violin case (11 pounds) my physics book (5 pounds) a bag of groceries (around 8 pounds I'd say) and my usual backpack, I climbed up 3 flights of stairs twice for the sake of my studio. Now, I should either study for my physics exam tomorrow (too tired for that) or do my reading for English (I think I could handle that). O and all of this happened with me accompanied by my CD player playing Tears for Fears - my current obsession. O and did I mention that before that fiasco of an all nighter, I'd already spent most of my Saturday in the lab as well? From 2:30 pm till 9 pm... I'd say that adds up to 24 hours, which is why when I saw my English teacher today I told him that the archie girl in class who said we probably each spend 12 hours a week in studio or at least doing studio work was horrifyingly off. 12 hours is around how much we spend a day...
O and I have recovered from my failure after a nice chat with my best buddy from home where I finally realized that as good looking as a guy is, if he has too many flaws that are so apparent, then perhaps it's better that I don't end up with him. Still, it would have been nice to have someone to hug or to be hugged by for Valentine's Day. Maybe that way I wouldn't feel like such an old maid. Ah well, I suppose I've waited about 19 years (more like 18 plus 10 months), I could wait longer. Meanwhile, it seems that my friend has accumulated a whole following and they're vying for her attention. I would like to know how she does it and then exploit that skill for all its worth.