I'm afraid to talk about it, because I may divulge too much information. I'm afraid to talk about and let others know, because I don't know if it is something that will last. I'm so confused and the questions have been keeping me occupied. I am confused, extremely confused and would like some answers. At the same time, I'm afraid of the answers. What if they aren't the answers that I am looking for? I don't want to go back to what was before, but if that's the way it is, then I suppose I will have to settle for that. I feel though, that if they don't know too much behind my good mood, in case my good mood has reason to end, it'll be easier to forget about it.
What do I want? I thought I knew but now I don't know. I thought I could be happy with a minimal situation, but now that the situation has presented itself, I find myself wondering if the minimal is enough. I don't think so. Is it? My mind is constantly occupied as was predicted.
It sounds like I go into this with very little hope. That's not the case. I just don't want to be too sad again, in case the situation was ephemeral.